Lancer wants Cayden back so bad it's about to drive him crazy. Getting out and doing things with Saber around helps because he knows he can always kind of hide from things behind Saber if things get to be too much. Taking care of Ravel a bit also helps some. Mostly though he's terrified of having to get a new master and having that master abuse the seals or refuse to release him back to Cayden when he returns. He knows there are other ways to get prana but that's kind of an awkward thing to ask.

Mostly just holding it all in very close and trying not to lose it completely.

What all has been going on with Saber and Prayer?