Matou Byakuya // 間桐鶴野 (
didnteventry) wrote2013-01-04 09:16 pm
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HI SO I HAVE... A LOT OF COMMENTS WITH A LOT OF PEOPLE. SO.
QUESTIONS MEME!!
This is for everyone in Thusia (Byakuya, Tokiomi, Saberlancer, Eshara, & Kida), but if you have questions for Lancer in Zodion or Kiritsugu in Asgard they count too. HAVE AT.
QUESTIONS MEME!!
This is for everyone in Thusia (Byakuya, Tokiomi, Saberlancer, Eshara, & Kida), but if you have questions for Lancer in Zodion or Kiritsugu in Asgard they count too. HAVE AT.
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even tho there isn't a kirei in thusia
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How does Rin feel knowing Sakura got to go home in Byakuya's timeline?
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she is like well at least a sakura had a happier life because she knows her sakura had a shitty life and the one that was in thusia did briefly and from what she hers canon sakura's life sucked soooooooooooo
also she still hates matous \:D/
so what would byakuya do if his kirei showed up
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What would a canon Kirei do meeting Byakuya, if you had one. :")
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So apathy to interest I suppose!
So what would Byakuya do with a Kariya
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He and his Kariya reached a level of awkward acceptance! At first when the war was over Byakuya was really super nasty to him for bringing Kirei around, but after awhile they kind of leveled it out and got along. Buuut they were never close or particularly attached to each other either. So if his Kariya showed up he'd keep an eye out for him and maybe have some "only I can bully my family" attitude going, but otherwise would be content to mostly ignore him.
Ifff it was a canon or other Kariya he'd get really frustrated really fast and it could go badly. A Kariya who fucked up like canon Kariya would just infuriate him and he'd probably end up saying some really shitty things if not actually getting into a fight with him. He wouldn't like the idea that other Kariyas were too weak to change anything, and that they ended up just leaving again by dying. The thought that other Byakuyas were left alone with their family shit again is painful, and it comes with a lot of guilt from knowing what the other versions or him may or may not have had part in. But that'd also just drive it home that his life was worse in some ways in his timeline but better in others, and that it was his Kariya that enabled him to live a life that left him with less guilt and a better mental state than other Byakuyas got.
So then he'd kind of miss his own little brother and fuss about it and maybe take it out on whatever Kariya was there.
How's Rin doin in general?
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hhhhhhhhhhummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Not great. Not awful. Having the Wavers back really boosted her because . . . she doesn't feel threatened by them and can 'do things' with and to them that are positive and not futile feeling 8D; She and Manver have a good relationship too.
Innnn general she feels like a failure for dying so early. She's been the only Rin too so it is a bit like :') Oh, only I fucked up this badly :');;; I see. Sometimes she regrets her life choices and then hates herself for it. In a lot of ways her internal stuff is all torn up and very upsetting to her. But since she's Rin she just powers through it.
She is so glad Tokiomi is here because - she feels stupid. And blind. When it comes to how she viewed him in the past and working through her issues on him :') is helpful for her but it is also super painful. And continues to wear away at her sense of self in a bit too because even though she can be like IM OVER YOU WHATEVER that Tohsaka part of her is huge and she often brings it out to support herself so then being like oH . . . WELL . . . IT'S ROTTEN . . . IS . . . difficult.
Gil is gone for the first time in her life since he was summoned in the fourth war. This is weirdly upsetting for her and she tries to not think about it. Especially because he is irredeemably a prick.
Archer is gone and. She's upset about that. . . but also upset at herself for being upset because it isn't like Archer is the type to stick around why did you get that invested you stupid girl!!!!!!!
So. A lot of . . . mad at self feelings. And general I suck at things feelings. BUT WHATEVER. I CAN TOHSAKA RIN THROUGH THIS I THINK . . .!? it is kind of amazing she hasn't had a real breakdown in a way.
HOW IS TOKIOMI |D besides being a nature. . . hoarder.